Growing up as a child, I felt I didn’t matter.
I never saw my father and neither my mother.
I spend many days wondering by myself.
Because something was wrong, was it them or was it oneself?
As I get older I ask myself, why I am here?
Why not down under where I can just disappear?
I think what did I do wrong to deserve this?
The answers will never come and continue to dismiss.
Constantly looking for answer and never healing.
It’s time to understand the real true meaning.
I was placed here for a reason I’ve got to see that.
But the deeper I search the more heartache I’ve got.
Growing up wasn’t fear but I am still here.
Keep me in your prayers cause I now know who cares.
I never have to worry anymore,
I now know what I’m fighting for.
NOW I’M STONGER
The ones I cherish came at a cost.
But then I realized it wasn’t a total lost.
I continue to grow stronger with every waking day.
Dear Lord, give me the strength to keep going this way.